when darkness turns to light

Friday, December 29, 2006

OH GREAT I CAN LOGIN TO BLOGGER!(:

Don't know what's wrong with my connection for the past few days because i can't login to foreign websites like Msn,hotmail,blogger etc.I heard only Pacific internet users have that problem though.Anyway,i so wanted to blog about my experience in ogl camp!

26.12.2006

Reached school at around 8.20am.Was abit late(oh well i admit it) and Tommy began distributing the pouch and shoelaces.For shoelaces,its yellow on the left and white on the right,looks cool(: Oh crap my memory is failing me because i can't seems to remember the events in chronological order,so i think i'll just jumble them up.

Had mass dance in the hall.Great workout!JJ is so special because we have like so many different mass dances and it can be quite a challenge to remember all of them.Most of the time i'll just peek at the person in front and dance along.The 07 batch's mass dance song is SHE BANGS.Oh man,i was slightly disappointed because i don't really like that song because it sounds so urm,cheesy?And it was quite an old song.Anyway,since we are a cool batch of ogls,we can make the whole thing look cool haha.

Played games in the rain!I'm surprised that they actually gave the go ahead for the games when its raining.Haha,basically we have to destroy Camp Edward's fortress or something with water bombs and the first camp who finished first wins.Since JJ is one big family,everybody won!Haha,sort of expected that.Then later we have another round of games and this time,its against families.IT WAS GREAT FUN!Those games require you to brave through soapy waters,foam and water bombs and after the whole thing,we are like soaking wet.The climax was the 'if you're happy and you know it' thing at the 'swimming pool'.We are like splashing at each other like there's no tomorrow and the patriotism to JJ at this time was at its highest.

Since i was in food attachment,i have to wash up after the games and prepare the food for the ogls.But the thing is that we have so little time to wash up so in the end,me and Ai Ting only changed our top!My shorts was like dripping with soapy water but there's nothing we can do since our duty is more important.Haha,sounds as though we are so noble.Then we begin keeping an eye on which table serves the most portion of food so that we can alert the people in our family.The food was not bad,but the ration was kinda little for me.Then Tommy,Chee Hung,Heiwai and Ai Ting(aiyah basically those on my table) starts gossiping about you-know-who.It waas soo funny la because initially,i thought you-know-who is quite a weirdo,then their experiences with him confirmed my doubts.Okay we sounded bad la but it was all in the name of fun.

Had night games.It was soo tiring for me because we have to run about the school searching for clues and my face was a pale shade of blue.Alright i'm exaggerating.We are leading all the way and just when i thought victory is on our side,the dice shows 2-1 and we are on step number 99-the dead end.SO NEAR YET SO FAR!Argh,we are quite disappointed but nevertheless,F3 put up a great fight.So everybody is a winner again.

Had song singing session.Sang lots of meaningful songs,especially Unbreakable.Touching at times,i'm glad i was present.

THE NIGHTMARES BEGIN.Ai Ting and me basically have a 'toilet tour' around the school after the games to wash up because we are very spooked by the dark alleys,running taps and locked doors in some of the cubicles.Girls will be girls.It took us around 45mins before we settle down at this toilet at the PD block.It was great to have known Ai Ting in the camp!Even though i'm like 10 months older than her,but i feel that she is like a big sister to me haha.Okay maybe its due to the fact that i'm quite childish.We are one of the last to turn in for the night due to our preference for 'safe toilets'I shared my sleeping bag with Xinyun but i forgot something-I DON'T HAVE ANY SWEATERS OR BLANKET WITH ME!So i was exposed to the strong aircon all night with only a Bannister shirt for comfort.It was freaking cold la given my thin layer of fats for insulation.The night passed by so slowly and suddenly there was a loud siren.FIRE DRILL.We scramble down and assemble in front of crossroad.I was thankful for the fire drill as it saved me from being frozen to death.

27.12.2006

Had mass dance again followed by breakfast,area cleaning and debrief.It was a very good experience for me on the whole because i used to have a negative mindset on JJ but after the camp,i feel a sense of belonging to her!And more importantly,i made more friends(: Thanks guys for the experience,see ya on first admin day!

My mind's unweaving/ 2:24 PM

Monday, December 25, 2006

Even though i feel that Christmas(and perhaps valentine) is overated,but i'll still wanna wished you guys a merry merry christmas!(:

I've received and sent the most christmas smses of all time this year!My mobile was hanged with the influx and outflux of the christmas smses but i think its okay since that only happens twice a year and its pretty hilarious seeing the screen looked cranked up and stuff.Hmm and i'm surprised that there are so many people still online at msn this time.Perhaps not everybody likes to go for countdowns and parties?

Christmas is all about giving and sharing so i bought myself a christmas present today!Okay doesn't really linked i suppose but the essence is still there haha.Guess what i bought?
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A ZEN MICROPHOTO!

I hope you share the same enthusiasm as me haha.Alright this is my first mp3 player so inevitably i'll feel overly excited about it.This baby cost me $179 but i think its worth it since the functions are good.Bought it at Creative retail store at Plaza Sing and was pondering whether to buy that or Zen Neeon but decided to buy the former since the latter doesn't allows you to view photos.Have to act fast as well since its the last day of their christmas sales and its really cheap compared to its usual price.So its charging now,another 4 hours to go(:

I'm pretty tired now but i really want to study!Two more subjects to go(i'm finally done with Chemistry).So thats all buddies and have a great day!

My mind's unweaving/ 1:16 AM

Friday, December 22, 2006

Ogl meeting today was sooooo freaking tiring):

Painted the family poster in the morning and we took up too much time so ended up rushing through it.Haha some of the paint on the poster are like of different shades but we abit heck.Had dry run(is it this spelling?) after that and man,that's the tiring part.We basically have to run from places to places to get ourselves familiarised with the timings and surroundings.Okay thats my definition of dry run,wasn't sure whether it really meant that way.I ran out of gas rather quickly due to my unneccessary bingeing during the holidays and also,not exercising at all too.Felt abit dizzy at times but i'm proud i managed to pull through!(:

Made quite alot of new friends in my family during today's ogl meeting!Weird,i didn't met some of them before during the previous meetings.But anyhow i'm glad to have their company and i think the camp is gonna be a fun event(:Had lunch on my own(takeaway).I ate 3 meats with rice,super carnivore,hopefully i'll still be alive after i reach my forties and not die of some strange heart diseases.And i suspect the person whom i bought my lunch from is my primary school's friend's mother.Okay just being nosy haha.

My wanna-pon-band-tmr buddy and i feel that we are not musically inclined so we decided to leave band!We decided to join yoga since its only once per week so its quite slack.I'm surprised we have this mutual understanding when it comes to slacking haha!Anyway,hope that its gonna be our last cca in JJ(:

Okay today is Dong Zhi right?Didn't know it until my dad came home just now and ask me to eat some Tang Yuan.Hmm,so thats about it today,3 more days till i meet Santa(:

My mind's unweaving/ 9:38 PM

Thursday, December 21, 2006

Do you know that the voice actor for Pokemon's Pikachu is actually a woman??Heres the link:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OgUJCFCVzV0 PIKA-CHU!

I'm seriously behind time for my revision): I've been revising Chem for the past one and a half weeks and i'm still not done.Boo hoo.Hopefully i'll complete it by today.

Piang eh do you dread it whenever someone starts whining to you about something which cannot be resolved in favour of her/him?STOP WHINING PLEASE,ITS IRRITATING.I may sound harsh but please blame no one but yourself since you caused your own downfall and oh please admit your mistake.Is it really that embarrassing to admit that you are wrong and that you are not competent enough?I do that all the time and i'm pretty fine with it okay.Egoistical creature,enough said.

Maths tuition may be coming my way since my mum is worried for me.Well,i don't mind having maths tuition just as long as the tutor is not as fierce as Ms Yamuna.Alright,back to mugging,byebye.

My mind's unweaving/ 4:01 PM

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

WHY DOES IT ALWAYS RAIN ON ME):?

I overslept and there goes my ogl meeting):

Mumsy just blessed me with $50 for Christmas(:

I love to study in this cool weather while listening to 987fm(:

I'm not feeling emo for once although you might not agree(:

My mind's unweaving/ 2:45 PM

Sunday, December 17, 2006

Got a shock when i board SBS bus number 153 at around 7.30pm today.

Super nice right??It looks like a lounge with all those leather seats and the table.Couldn't stop myself from taking those pictures haha.Hope i don't sound like a mountain tortoise too.

Went to the 'magic show' with Wendy and Yolanda yesterday at the Expo.Was quite mad at the start when apparently the person who sponsored me the tickets gave me the wrong one and to make things worse,he was not present at that time.Had to call his friend to give us the correct tickets and stuff and we wasted alot of time.Was quite mad with Wendy and Yolanda too because they seems to blame me for wasting their time when its not even my fault in the first place.CAN'T THEY JUST APPRECIATE THE FACT THAT THEY EVENTUALLY GOT THE TICKETS FOR FREE?Anyway i didn't throw up a tantrum because i remember that i promised myself to be nice towards people whether or not they are my enemies.Hmm anyway,the magicians are not bad,just that the show's storyline was too draggy and a tad boring.The lighting was not very good as well because basically my eyes were straining itself to be able to focus properly.Okay i'm always complaining,time to stop(:

Bought two tubs of ice cream just now.Gonna gobble them up now,yeah at this weather!Yum yum,okay that's about it,enjoy the last moments of your weekends(:

My mind's unweaving/ 9:03 AM

Thursday, December 14, 2006

Back from Malaysia.Went to Holiday Plaza and Citysquare with mumsy.Didn't buy much stuff since i'm not really in need of anything.Bought a Miss Sixteen red top for sis,Paul Frank and Emily the Strange t-shirts for myself.Mumsy say the t-shirts looked kiddo and i'm too old for those im-not-crazy-im-just-mad type of clothes.In case you don't know thats one of the Emily the Strange slogan.But i really like them so i didn't really care how i looked in them.Anyway my ETS t-shirt read-'A two headed cat is a girl's best fiend(:

Actually i bought those clothes from the Factory Outlet Store.Before you gasp,i need to tell you that those clothes with designer brands sold there are actually not fakes(i used to think that they are fakes since they are like half the price).I did an online research and found out that the clothes there are actually rejects BUT they are authentic.Personally i'm fine wearing rejects if they are in good conditions.I think the reason why my Paul Frank shirt is a reject because part of its label has been snipped off^^

Okay i just saw a close up photo of a terrorist lying on the ground with a split head.Apparently he has been shot at the head by a 0.5 calibre machine gun.Initially i wanted to post the photo here but i think you guys might suffer cerebral haemorrhage after seeing it so i shall spare you the agony(:

Its time for my chem revision again.Ciao and sleep well.

My mind's unweaving/ 10:47 PM

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

My sore throat is back again because i ate 50g of milo powder straight from the tin.

I think im having insomia these few days as i can't get to sleep until the wee hours of the night so i end up watching the Doha games and the repeated telecast of the Amazing Race.Super crappy i guess but there is nothing much i can do.Anyway was suppose to go Malaysia with mumsy today but i was lazy so i refused to wake up.Felt real guity after that so i promised that i will accompany her this thursday.

I'm was feeling rather troubled just now because i kept worrying unnecessarily over school matters but i got better now after managing to convince myself that i should not compare myself with others and that its good if i do my best in my capability instead of worrying whether others will outshine you in the academic or whatever aspects.You understand what i'm trying to say?Perhaps you may be thinking that this mindset will not get you far in this increasingly competitive world where everything follows Darwin's rule,but won't you find contentment in something that you REALLY like to do even though others might think its lowly or negligible?For instance,majority of the people here mug like theres no tomorrow just so that they can get into a university and land themselves into 'good prospect' courses like Medicine,Law or Engineering(okay i admit i use to think that way too).Have they ever question themselves as to whether that is what they really wants?I mean,don't pursue things just for the status,money or even your parents.Do something that you think you really really have an interest in.I'm still in search of it and i will keep you posted as to what it is.End of lecture.

Felt the urge to go swimming now!I was really inspired to swim well when i watched those tanned swimmers doing their stuff at the Asian games on TV.Well,i'm a slow learner with a little phobia of deep waters so right now i'm still struggling with the basics.But i think it will not be long when i can compete with my friends haha.Do you think its weird for someone to go swimming alone?I feel like doing that later because i think its a drag to go swimming with someone who can't swim well(in view of a swimmer's perspective).But at the same time its weird to go swimming alone because you looked really retarded going in and out of the complex alone and swimming by yourself in the pool without a person to talk to.Then you will think that you are so pitiful and you start composing emo proses in your head and perhaps cry while you do so.So how?Okay ignore the previous sentence it wasn't suppose to make sense.

I think i'm off to revise my Chemistry.Yes,at this time.Anyway i can't sleep so hopefully i will doze off after finishing one chapter of it.Sweet dreams.

My mind's unweaving/ 3:12 AM

Monday, December 11, 2006

Back from Ogl meeting and i'm glad it only took 2hours and 38mins.The next meeting is on this Friday and we are required to do the paintings for our family banners and stuff.

Here's a picture of me taken about 20mins ago(i'm not a cam whore though).Can you see what's wrong with it?

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I HAVE BLUE EYES!(:

Aren't you mere mortals jealous?Alright let me grab a paper bag and puke first*vomits*

Okay as you can see my eyes was photoshopped.Not a job well done i suppose since even i wasn't convinced that the eyes look natural and in fact i think it looks evil.If you look carefully,part of my eyes' white was blue too but i'm lazy to change it haha.Actually my whole face need a serious round of photoshopping too but i didn't do it since i want to scare all of you here.

Oh forget to tell you i was feeling nostalgic late last night so i browse through NTPS'(New Town Pri Sch) friendster account and i discovered two old friends of mine!Man,they look really different and i excitedly add them to my friends list.I don't really like to add people to my list for the exception of really old friends.Time flies,we are getting older...

Mumsy says she's gonna bring me to Malaysia tomorrow(yeah again).I shall say my byebyes now.

My mind's unweaving/ 3:49 PM

Sunday, December 10, 2006

Just a random post.

In neutral mood now because i'm having an official OGL meeting tomorrow and i wasn't sure whether to feel dreadful or excited since the event will probably take the whole day and you know i'm the sort that will skive when nobody's looking and stuff.Have to be in Owens and JJ shorts and since i have no Owens shirt,i borrowed it from Choun Eng.Feel like sending an sms now to remind her to bring it tomorrow but i don't want to appear naggy.Okay,i just sent it,that shows how fickle minded i'm haha.

Don't know what to expect for tomorrow's meeting.Alright let's just skip this topic since i can't get anything out of it now.Have you seen the Stars Award just now?Why do they named it that when they know that our local actors and actresses aren't much of a star themselves.The only climax of the event was when this weirdo appears on stage to receive his award and goes on blabbering non stop about how apologetic he is to his ex wife in a seemingly drunken stupor.Hello,this is on national tv okay.Geez,and why do i watch the show in the first place.

I officially wasted a month of my holidays not doing homework or any serious revision.And i sooooo hate myself for that.I remembered making a pact with someone(gosh i can't even remember who it was) that i'll utilise my holidays well after taking back my results.Argh,what to do,time and tide waits for no man!The only revision i did so far was one chapter of Maths and the whole of Econs so i'm dedicating one week each of my remaining 3 weeks of holidays to revise on each of my 3 H2 subjects.Do i sound geeky?I hope i do!

Yawn,its time for me to sleep again.Good night everyone and pleasant dreams.

My mind's unweaving/ 12:16 AM

Thursday, December 07, 2006

Boo hoo I'm having a fever,flu,sore throat and muscle aches now): Everything kenna at the same time,how cool is that yeah?I didn't see a doctor though because that could easily fetch up to quite a sum of money and also I'm kinda lazy to travel=P Speaking of which,I realised that my library books are due today.Double boo hoo!

4B' 05 Christmas celebration is on 26 Dec but I'm having OGL camp,which means I can't turn up for the former!Arghhh,why must they clash on the same date hur.The programmes looked really cool,hmm my body may not be there,but my spirit could sure be there(:

Do you dislike it when a particular someone:
1)don't agree with you over almost everything
2)thinks that she is always right even though half of the time she doesn't
3)likes to correct you unnecessarily
4)always assumes that you don't know everything when you know it better than her
5)always say things that really hurt your feelings?

I DO!!I mean,who in the world doesn't dislike it man?It doesn't mean that you can carry on with your stupid 'antics' just because I've decided to be kind and kept quiet about it.Enough said*fan bai yan*

Mumsy's back with my dinner.Porridge.Yum yum.Okays see you sometime,ciao.

My mind's unweaving/ 3:37 PM

Sunday, December 03, 2006

Wendy,my wanna-pon-band-tmr? buddy and I decided that we shall skipped band tomorrow(again!) but forced ourselves to come on Wednesday.So much so for our pledge of faith,I really hope that I will be diligent enough to shove my butt there.

Went to Sitex at Expo today with my mum.Yes you heard me right,with my mumsy!Heard lots of raves about the reasonable prices for the electronic gadgets and stuff so I've decided to check it out myself.Plus,my sis want me to source for a reasonably priced mp3 player so I guess I have to make the trip.Oh my the place was jammed pack with tech geeks and generally men who wanna source for gadgets below the normal prices.It was so crammed that my mumsy felt breathless and dizzy due to the low and high amount of oxygen and carbon dioxide respectively.I really hate those crowded places whereby bodies sticked to each other and people start pushing around as if they were the decesdents of Tarzan.Anyway,I find that the mp3 players that my sis is interested in(namely Creative and Apple) are not really that cheap so I bid my farewell to that place without looking back.

Well the mp3 players that I'm interested in is the Creative series.The Apple series are too expensive(overrated as well) for a poor girl like me.No Samsung and whatever strange brands for me please.I've took a liking for these two mp3 players:

Zen Micro.The one that I like is in pink.

Zen Neeon.The one that I like is in blue.

So how?Which one should I choose hur.Arghhh.

An artpiece by me.I'm so amateurish in drawing so pardon me if it hurts your eyes.Adjust the speed to make it faster okays.
http://artpad.art.com/?j9nt44ao6sc

Tata~

My mind's unweaving/ 11:59 PM

Saturday, December 02, 2006

So I collected the supposedly Magic Show tickets from Hon Mun today at his block in Telok Blangah and to my dismay,it wasnt really totally a magic show because the show was organised by Faith Community Baptist Church(FCBC).So my suspicions may be true,it may be an evangelistic event despite Hon Mun's strong protest.So now I really hope its not something evangelistical because I'm not in the mood for all the there-is-only-one-God kind of stuff and all that debate whether there is only one definite God.The funny thing is that Hon Mun would not be present for that magic show so that makes me relieved that his motive is not trying to convert me into a Christian or anything.So much for my complains,gosh I'm getting whiney.

By the time I collected the tickets from him,its kinda late,around 8.30pm.I strolled alongside the roads and felt kinda unwell for no apparent reason.Then suddenly I heard loud booming sounds and the dark sky was lit up with faint splashes of colours.To my amazement these were fireworks!The ulu and deserted roads and the environment that I'm strolling in add to the romantic ambience haha.So much so for my imagination,the fireworks didn't last long.I guess enjoyable moments won't last long either.

Anyone has the song,All The World by Electrico featuring Rivermaya?I've been searching for ages for that song but to no avail.Okay thanks and bye.

My mind's unweaving/ 12:32 AM