Nice midi there.

Fourteen signs of falling in love:

[,FOURTEEN.]:
YOU LOOK AT THEIR PROFILE PICTURE ALL THE TIME.

[.THIRTEEN.]:
WHEN YOUR ON tHE PHONE WItH tHEM LATE AT NIGHT AND THEY HANG UP, YOU STILL MISS tHEM EVEN WHEN It WAS JUST TWO MINUTES AGO.

[.TWELVE.]:
YOU READ THEIR TEXTS OR IM'S OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

[.ELEVEN.]:
YOU WALK REALLY SlOW WHEN YOU'RE WItH THEM

[.TEN.]:
YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER THEY'RE AROUND.

[.NINE.]:
WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM,YOUR HEART BEATS FASTER AND SLOWER AT THE SAME TIME

[.EIGHT.]:
YOU SMIlE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR VOICE.

[.SEVEN.]:
WHEN YOU LOOK AT THEM, YOUCAN'T SEE THE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU, All YOU SEE IS HIM/HER.

[.SIX.]:
YOU START LISTENING TO SLOW SONGS,WHILE THINKING OF THEM

[.FIVE.]:
THEY'RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT.

[.FOUR.]:
YOU GEt HIGH JUSt FROM THEIR SCENT.

[.THREE.]:
YOU REAlIZE THAt YOU'RE AlWAYS SMILING TO YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM.

[.TWO.]:
YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM, OR ANYTHING TO SEE THEM.

[.ONE.]:
WHILE READING THIS, THERE WAS ONE PERSON ON YOUR MIND THE WHOLE TIME...

I can almost see the smirk on your faces haha!Took this excerpt from a forum.Hmm I think these signs are kinda true,especially the last one.Hope it cheers up your day somehow.Oh by the way,I'VE BOUGHT THE LE COQ SPORTIF BAG!!*YAYNESS*It cost $69 and I've got to give my mum a big bear hug for it.Like some of you have said,I've got to treasure the bag like gold haha.Feeling really ecstatic now even though I'm suspecting that one of my classmate has the same bag same me.WHO FREAKING CARES!Just as long as I'm happy,you should feel glad for me too.So much joyous things had happened recently.The one that make me the most exhilarated must be that Mr Subash said that I have improved and had done well for my Maths test.I must improve again and prove to others that I'm not a retard for Maths!=) Alrighty,got to go now,I know its rather abrupt,haha,adious!

I'm such a bobohead.

First of all, I note the date of my Econs test wrongly in my diary.The test is tomorrow and I know nuts about Externality.

Secondly, I did a mediocre Chinese essay over the weekends.Not that I care alot about it but I just feel guilty over my lack of discipline.

Thirdly,I wasted 1hr and 5 mins searching for materials for my EoM in the library.But thankfully God is kind and I managed to chance upon a Biology revision book.

Lastly,Chem test is on Tues but I've failed to revise it during the weekend as planned.

Tonight,I will chiong with all my might.Swt.

I so badly want this Le Coq Sportif bag!



*SCREAMS*

Cool track by Linkin Park.No,there is nothing wrong with your speakers:)

What a busy week I had!=/

Lots of assignments to complete as usual plus a whole load of revision.Haha that explain why I'm not online for the past 3 days. My eye rings are purple now *screams* and I look even more anorexic.Well,hope my efforts pay off.

Got back my term results.They are not worth mentioning!Fare real badly as expected but thankfully I've got over it rather fast.I think its better to carry on with your life and improve on it than to dwell in self pity over something which is temporary(I believed those crappy results are there to wake me up from my 'dream').Thanks for the encouragement peeps!I will certainly be more serious in my studies from this minute onwards and prove to my enemies that I can make it big.WOOHOO!=)

Completed my Bio tutorial on Respiration!A good start for my plan to be focused on my studies.Took 3hrs to finished it.Oh yah I had Maths Test today in LT5(why am I so specific?).Topics are on Binomial Expansion and AP and GP.I was freezing in the LT and my hands were shivering.A common symptom before every Maths test haha.I was VERY slow and I don't have the time to check through my answers.Hopefully I can pass this test(I failed badly in my previous one) and I would really be very contented if that happens.Haha someone just commented that I get contented too easily.I was like, 'Oh really??' Hmm,I want to remain that way!At least I appreciate the small things in life more and life gets more meaningful and worth living that way.

Oh yeah that someone just commented that I get really pessimistic all the time.Haha I think I will second that!The phrases that I always use are 'DIE!','OH NO!','I think I will screw up my test...','I wanna die already','CHAM LIAO!' etc.Haha,don't understand why I am always so pessimistic too.Perhaps I'm afraid of failure or setback bah.But I'm working on it now so its not as jialat as last time haha.

Well I'm yawning now.Good night everybody!

Remember in my previous post,I mentioned that I once lived in a hostel for girls with problematic families??I suddenly felt a wave of nostalgia when I thought about it just now!Shall let you guys know more about it.

I lived in Marymount Hostel near Thomson Rd when I was about 9 years old.Yeah,that was 8 years ago.It was basically like a typical hostel,just that it looks abit run down and creepy at times.It was managed by Catholic Sisters(don't know whether I got the term right) whom wanted to provide a shelter for girls that have broken families or broken hearts(intepret it in anyway you want haha). It was located in a ulu part of Thomson Road and since I studied in New Town Pri Sch then,the journey to school requires 1hr and 20 mins.

I guessed I was the youngest among the girls who were already in the hostel.They looked hostile and intimidating when I just arrived and I was bloody afraid of them(some of them were from Girls' home previously).After a while,I became friends with all of them!Guess its easier to be friends when you have something in common with them.Life in the hostel was basically mundane.You will have to do household chores like sweeping and mopping the floor after you had your breakfast.Then whenever you need to leave the hostel,you will have to write down your activities in this log book.Strict right?No television,phone or radio at night(simply said,no mass media at all) too,my nights are spent doing homework or reading=(The Sisters run the hostel like a military camp.

What I missed most about the hostel is the friends that I have made!So many of them have the same plight as me.Worse still,many of them are not accepted by their families for one reason or another.So many bittersweet stories behind every faces.So many broken hearts underneath that strong exterior!

Since there were no internet/MSN/handphones in that era,I have absolutely no contact with anyone of them when I left.Saying my 'Goodbye' then was a real heartbreak.When that day finally came,I took hours to pack my bag and clear up my wardrobe.When I saw my Mum walking towards me in the distance,I burst into tears.I knew that I would never be able to see those girls again.Then again,its good that my Mum came for me.At least I knew that they will feel happy for me as I would be reunited with my family again.

I wonder how are they doing now?Would they still remember me?I still remember their names and faces even though I had never seen them again when I left.They are Lay Hiang,Laura,Sze Hui,Hui Ying,Evelyn,Joanne,Cheryl,Constance,Sandy,Miao Hua and Karvander!Where are they now?Are they still in the hostel?Or perhaps God is kind to them and let them have their own families or jobs?So many questions but no answers.I really wished to meet up with them again!I dread that perhaps,I will never get to meet them again for the rest of my life..

So if affinity permits,I really hope to have any contacts with anyone of them.Curse the technology back then!Haha,hopefully heaven will allow me to bump into anyone of them on the streets,I'll sure recognise them!Sometimes I really thank God(s) for giving me such a fantabulous memory.Guess its a gift from heaven for making me suffer for the early part of my life.

Speaking of my memory,I think I'm really gifted in that area.Haha,so don't try to argue with me over things that have taken place.I will be able to pick out all the things that you have done or said that will put you in the bad light.Even though sometimes I happened to 'forget' certain details when scanning my ram,actually it was all in pretense.I only do so when I don't want the other party to feel important(that I can remember all the things that he/she say) or simply just so that we can have more things to talk about.Sounds bo liao right?That's the way I am haha.

WORLD CUP FINALS IN 2.5 HOURS TIME!WHO ARE YOU SUPPORTING??School starts at 10am tomorrow,cool eh?Well got to go now,ciao!=)

I WANT A LE COQ SPORTIF PVC BAG!Its the trend now and I think it looks real cool,just that its a tad too glossy looking.Prices ranges from $69 and above.Quite reasonable as compared to brands like Nike and Adidas.I'm so in need for a school bag now because my current one is torturing my shoulders real badly!Can't seems to find any pictures of Le Coq Sportif bags in the web.Hmm,keep a lookout for me if you see happen to see one at a reasonable price.

GERMANY VS PORTUGAL FOR 3RD/4TH PLACING TONIGHT!Remember to keep a lookout for Cristiano Ronaldo haha=)

Eye candy for you girls(or guys /gg)!!!My favourite person from the World Cup 2006,Cristiano Ronaldo from Portugal!Man,ain't he cute?!Haha,enjoy the pics=)












One of my favourite!

Alright,stop drooling.Got to study for my Chemistry now.Hopefully Ms Yamuna will stop picking on me during tomorrow's tutorial.Will update soon!

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Hey guys,do try out The Wicked Jr!!!Its such an addictive game manz.It is created by a Singaporean and is featured in The Straits Time a couple of months ago.I've completed all 30 levels at one shot haha!Well the creator of the game is a genius.I think he is in JC2 this year.Don't attempt this game if you think your English is 'cannot make it'.Hmm I have not attempted The Wicked(the famed one) because you need to have IT background for it.Too bad..

http://thewicked.sgblogging.com/wickedjunior/

Bend me,break me,anyway you need me,all I want is you!Haha nice song by Garbage!Its 'I Think I'm Paranoid',aptly named.Here is the lyrics:

You can look, but you can't touch
I don't think I like you much
Heaven knows what a girl can do
Heaven knows what you've got to prove

I think I'm paranoid
And complicated
I think I'm paranoid
Manipulate it

[Chorus:]
Bend me, break me
Anyway you need me
All I want is you
Bend me, break me
Breaking down is easy
All I want is you

I fall down just to give you a thrill
Prop me up with another pill
If I should fail, if I should fold
I nailed my faith to the sticking pole

I think I'm paranoid
Manipulate it
I think I'm paranoid
And complicated

[Chorus:]
Paranoid
I think I'm paranoid

[Chorus:]
Steal me, deal me, anyway you heal me
Maim me, tame me, you can never change me
Love me, like me, come ahead and fight me
Please me, tease me, go ahead and leave me
Bend me Break me
Anyway you need me
As long as I want you baby it's all right
Bend me Break me
Any way you need me
As long as I want you baby it's all right.

My group finally finished our PW Written Report!We chiong for 7 hours today to complete it because we are kinda behind time.Hmm,been meeting up with my PW group members rather often nowadays and they are a bunch of really wacky people!Glad to be in the same group as them even though we are always behind time:)

Oh if you saw the word 'Hacked' in my previous entry,your eyes are not playing tricks on you.Some idiotic 'friend' of mine decided to 'play' with my account after guessing my password.And did I mentioned that he is real proud of it?Well,you don't have to be a rocket scientist to be able to configure my password.I think my password is like the easiest to hack in the world but I have no intention to change it.Just can't be bothered:P

I'm very proud of myself because I've managed to change my mindset on certain things.Guess my life is made happier if I choose to be more objective rather than subjective.I've learnt to be happy for my friends when they achieved something great and be thankful for the small things in life.Its natural that you will tend to feel jealous whenever your friends are more remarkable/successful/fortunate than you in some ways or another but always remember that it is a fact and you can't changed the way things happened.Instead of feeling sore or unhappy about it,why not look at it in a positive way?Learn from their success and study their strategies or whatever so.Be happy for them and infect them with your joy!Thats real sportmanship.If your friends are the sort that gets too cocky/show off with a little success,spread your joy too!It will soften their heart slowly but surely when time passed.No matter what you do,just be happy:)

Haha,a positive post from me!So 'qi ji'.Side track abit,my hair ends felt rather charred.I want a new hairstyle!(normally I will rant non stop about it) Do you think I should?Here are the hairstyles I could think of:


Short but not that short


Real short but cool!Need maintenance though..


Really girl-next-door look..

Which one should I choose??Tell me please!Haha..Going to bathe and watch World Cup soon.Give me your comments:)