I like the way Leonhart(refer to previous post if you don't know who he is) reprimand someone.Its highly amusing=)

5 more days to Promos and I'm still slacking=/ Haha no la just kidding!Okay I did study for a tweeny bit today but I still can't get some concepts right.Meeting Mr Subash with Chin Siang on Mon to clear my doubts for Maths.Man,Vectors are so freaking abstract okay,I just can't visualise it properly.

I'VE MADE A NEW SPECS!Its black and the border of the frame is red.Its $200 man!My previous one cost around $120 only.Anyway,my degree for an eye is around 700 so I'm not surprise that it would cost that much.I've given up on contact lenses for the time being because its draining my moolah.Hello,two months worth of contact lenses cost me $50,I'll rather look like a nerd than waste those buckaroos on tiny pieces of plastic=/

Back to studying.

Thanks guys,I'm totally alright now(:Guess I've shocked some of my classmates yesterday hur.Haha,the acute pain in my abdomen was so intensed that my tears came rolling down!To think that I've tolerate the pain from PW lesson till the end of Chem tutorial,haha impressive hur.Well,I think my threshold for pain is kinda high la.But I hate to let others see the weak and hapless side of me.I always have the tendency to portray a nonchalent and can't-be-bothered persona and it meant that I'm not actually showing my true self.The irony is that the more I try to adopt this persona,the more others know who I actually am.Well in fact,others often view me as a mellow and sort of,depressive individual who hasn't really exposed the fun and loving personality that she is secretly hiding.Well,you will never know.Perhaps one day I will come to terms with the different alter egos that I've displayed so far.

Had a fruitful time studying at home today.Did questions pertaining to Organic chem and I was quite confused by the numerous reactions the different hydrocarbons undergo at one point in time.But thankfully I've managed to sort it all out and hopefully my memory don't fail me haha.I'm attempting to complete my DNA tutorial later,yeah call that ambitious hur considering the fact that I didn't pay any attention to the lectures.

Happy belated birthday to you.To think that I still remembered your birthday even though you only memtioned it once online.Blame myself for having a photographic memory on useless stuffs.Haha if only my memory is as good when it comes to academic related stuff.Anyway,yeah I momentarily smile at certain thoughts.Scary hur,imagine smiling to yourself,so gross.

I still don't have the courage to tag at his blog(refer to previous post).Lets call him Leonhart(ala Squall Leonhart,my favourite character in FF8).Its cumbersome calling him 'him' all the time haha.Leonhart blogged today and I find that he resembles me in certain ways,like the style he adopt when it comes to blogging and his daily diatribes.Its quite comforting to know that someone is experiencing the same phase in life as you are right now.At least you know you are not in solitude and that perhaps will cause you to do some downward comparisons.But anyway,will keep you guys posted.

Alrighty time to go.Hope I don't sound too sad(Mrs Looi always remind us that 'sad' is a taboo word haha).Bye guys!

Someone commented that my blog lacks pictures/photos etc so I've decided to post up some=)





Haha,nice?Taken during break time!Yeah,I think I look totally unglam la but can't do anything about it.

I've been reading this stranger's blog for over a week now and I really have the urge to tag in his blog.Not that I have a crush on him or what but I feel that I can relate to his problems very well.Perhaps its because we have common ground haha,like having zero self esteem/confidence and certain insecurities in our minds.Perhaps its fate that I happen to discover his blog as well and this affinity is even more emphasized when I discovered that he is actually a friend of my ex-friend.Haha,sounds lame hur,I think so too.I wonder whether he knows that I'm a consistent reader of his blog?Hmm,well I'll leave it to fate=)

Just when I thought the Monday's blues were bad enough,Chem test is on Monday.Hopefully I do well in it and really push myself to the limits.Finished my revision on Arenes,one quarter done on Hydroxy.I'm not going to sleep tonight,trust me.

Hmm I'm online again haha.Yeah I often break my promises so I'm already numbed to it.Oh well just came back from school and thankfully Econs lesson has been changed to Friday instead.

Promos are starting in 16 days time,what the heck I seriously detest major examinations.And it was always during those exams that I screwed up big time.Life sucks haha but sometimes you got to blame yourself for making your life so miserable.I meant,you can't blame anyone for your lousy marks right?Since you are the one that is taking the exams,you have to make the effort to study hard/smart.Simply said,there are no free lunches in the world,in order to gain something,you must earned it.Yeah,I'm keeping that in mind as well,and hopefully I will get myself cracking after my dinner.

Perhaps I shall join Li Su and Chin Siang in their study regime after school.Really admire them for their hardworking-ness and perserverance.If it was me,I think I will drop dead after reading a page of my lecture note.Hmm,I've noticed that there are two types of students who do well in their studies.The first one are those who do less revision than others but did well in their studies anyway.In other words, they are born intelligent.The second type are those who are 'less intelligent' but make it up with consistent hardwork and thus fare well in their studies.Obviously,I don't belong to any of the groups as the topic sentence stated that ''students who do well in their studies''.Yeah lame,anyway I think certain individuals in my clique display that characteristics.For the former,I think Choun Eng is a good example haha.She can top the class for GP when she didn't really look through the thick wade of Globalisation or do any formal revision.Chin Siang falls into this category too.

Me at assembly area in the morning:''Eh CS you got do Econs(or whatever subjects) homework anot?''
CS:Mei you!

Haha and yet she did so much better than me in every subjects.Last but not least,Li Su belongs to the latter in my opinion.I never see her not doing any homework before and I think her hardwork and diligent really pays off.Yeah Chem so pro!I hope to be like them too but sometimes I felt that the steps I'm taking are often too slow.Its like on a treadmill,if the speed of the rollers(whatever you call that) are too fast for your pace,eventually your legs wouldn't take it and you will fall.Yeah hope you get what I mean.

Alrighty,whats for dinner today?INSTANT NOODLES!!!Mum ask me to settle my own dinner so being as lazy as ever,I shall cook myself a bowl of instant noodles then.Old habits die hard.At least for now =P

Must STUDY hard.=(

Just receive an email reply from my attachment team mate and she didn't go for the meeting yesterday too!Wah so heng haha.Okay I'm nursing a sore throat now.Wheres my Strepsils??

Oh yeah I suspect someone has been logging in to my Msn/Friendster/Hotmail account!People have been telling me that they saw me online when I'm not.Wondering whether I should try changing my password because apparently too many people have them and I don't think I feel secure about it.Yeah got to go now.Mum's nagging at me again.Bye!

Alrighty,think I go back on my words haha.Will post once in a while I suppose.

Anyway,Mum is in Malaysia now and I wonder when she will come home.My study table is infested with ants*screams*,like so yucks.Hmm anyway I did my homework on a makeshift study table and I've managed to finish my GP assignments!Yay!Going to read through my Vectors notes later and hopefully finished off assignment 9A and 9B.Well I can only do that if I don't fall asleep..

I'm in a dilemma now!Should I go for the attachment meeting tomorrow?Oh well in case you didn't hear my rants,the attachment is on Bioinformatics and the main focus will be on HFMD.Profound stuff out there.I'm like so afraid of the supervisors there because they sounded quite stern and unfriendly.Argh,I'm thinking whether I should agreed to the attachment in the first place because my future career may be that of a nurse(surprise surprise!) or perhaps accountancy(provided I get an A for Maths).Yeah,its gonna take one month man,so trying to get my priority right.So how?!

Hey peeps,I'm not going online for the time being.Had sort things out and I've decided its best for me to stay away from the computer so I can focused better on my studies.If my friends can do it,why not me?Yeah,don't miss me okay?!Think I will be back after the promos?Hope I don't succumb to temptations too.Alrighty,preparing my armour for the battle(promos)!Wish me luck!(:

Lyrics to Bliss by Muse

Everything about you is how I wanna be
Your freedom comes naturally
Everything about you resonates happiness
Now I won't settle for less
Give me all the peace and joy in your mind
Everything about you pains my envying
Your soul can't hate anything
Everything about you is so easy to love
They're watching you from above
Give me all the peace and joy in your mind
I want the peace and joy in your mind
Give me the peace and joy in your mind
Everything about you resonates happiness
Now I won't settle for less
Give me all the peace and joy in your mind
I want the peace and joy in your mind
Give me the peace and joy in your mind

What beautiful lyrics that is.If you read between the lines,its about envy.But envy in a positive way,of course.And that leads to jealousy.Jealous about how some individuals could remain so peaceful and joyous despite stress,persecutions and rejections perhaps.I want to be the subject in that lyrics too.Wouldn't care much about what others feel about you and how others are getting on better than you.There would be some point in life whereby you will really feel the peace and joy in your mind.Its a matter of time,so don't worry.

Okay,I'm selected for the Institute of Infocomm Research attachment and I'm quite surprised that the person in charge says its okay for me not to have background in HTML.Well,my attachment is not really totally infocomm per se,primarily,you need to have strong background in Biology,so I suppose HTML background is secondary.But still,I'm still deciding whether this attachment would be suitable and manageable for me because I'm quite a retard with HTML and I don't know whether I have the commitment to stay on for a month.Well,I shall see then.

Can someone please force me to study??Hadn't touch my bag since the holidays began and I think I will start my homework after I had a bath later.Starting to feel the pressure now!Oh well not really.Okay shall end here.Bye!

P.S:Rest in peace,Steve the amiable crocodile hunter!

OMG MUSE ROCKS!

I'm an official Muse head now=) Their music simply rocks big time!Maybe its because I can relate well to their songs.All their trademark depressing and melachonic tunes simply turns me on!Hmm they are really big in the UK but received few fanfare in S'pore.I think S'poreans really digs Pop and Hip Hop songs hur?Whats so nice about ''insert the names of all the chinese boybands/singers and hip hop wannabes''?Alternative rock is godlike okay!Will post their videos later=)

Bliss by Muse

Check out the lead singer.He is my definition of suave=)