Some photos i took during CNY.Hope you don't get nightmares after seeing it):


Me and my sis.This photo don't do her any justice haha.


I look like a mainlander,ain't it?


My parents and my grandpa.I look outcasted.

I can finally have a rest after two gruelling days of mugging!But theres more to come next week so its not over yet):

Just came back from school!Had chem test after school today.Was soo super sleepy before the test because i've slept for only 3 hours the night before just so that i can memorise everything):In the end when Ms Yamuna left the class during the test,the whole class starts discussing about the answers.I was quite mad about it because hello,its suppose to be a TEST and you are short changing yourself if you start copying from others.I think most of my classmates didn't study hard for the test so i guess thats why they resort to that.And of course i didn't discuss at all because i did my work.But i'm not sure whether i will do well in it.Hmm,it may seems to be a trivial matter but its those little 'disturbances' in life that makes you the most pissed off.Yeah man,dear fellow mates,don't be angry if you happened to be reading this entry because i'm a firm believer of 'make love,not war'.Peace out(:

Ate beehoon in the canteen after the test with Chin Siang and Lisu.By then it was already 5pm.I was famished because i didn't eat anything for the whole day and i had PC in the morning.Now i'm still feeling full but my mum has cooked my dinner,argh.How am i suppose to swallow all that food):

I think my weekend is going to be routine again.And that means MUG MUG MUG.Theres lot of work to finish plus Bio and Chem test is on Tuesday and Friday respectively.Oh my goodness,i hope i can survive next week.Guess i have to start my work tonight and that means i can't shop for a new bag.Boo hoo boo,yeah i have lots of complains,but its just me):

And i saw my crush today after 8 days!And i actually bothered to count haha.I hope my crush don't know about my 'yayisawyoutodayiamsohappy' thingy.I think he may freak out haha.Alright,got to eat my dinner now.Have a pleasant weekend and see you soon(:

Kill me please because i've changed my blogskin again.But I PROMISED that i won't change this skin for the next two months okays?Hmm,lets talk about CNY.Well,i don't really have much to talk about other than the fact that its the same every year and the best part of it is just the extended holidays.Mine was pretty alright but i won't digress much since i don't really have the mood to do so and you guys won't probably wanna hear me yank about it.I'll post up pictures of me myself and i taken during CNY if i get hold of any okays.Till then,wait for my next post because i'm gonna hit the bed now(:

Had class outing yesterday!

School ended at 1pm so there was ample time for us to catch a movie and stuff.So we took 174 to PS and the ride was super duper long.Had our lunch at KFC and we shopped for a while before watching Ghost Rider!Hmm,my friends said that it was a nice movie but i find the plot kinda predictable and boring.Plus,i don't really fancy Nicholas Cage in the first place haha.I'll give it 3 out of 5 popcorns(: Had dinner after that,hmm it wasn't really a dinner for me since i ate nothing.Don't really have the appetite anyway.In the meanwhile Yiting and Zhixin were chatting heartily about eye candies in the movies they had watched and stuff and that makes me realised how outdated i was when i discovered that i only watched 1/5 of the movies they watched.Hmm,i'm deprived.

By then it was around 9plus so we finally decided to go home.We waited so freaking long for our buses to come mans.I was so tired that i fall asleep the moment my head rest against the window.It was a fun day afterall(:

Its Chinese New Year's eve tomorrow!Aren't you excited?Haha,i went to cut my fringe just now(again!) and i sort of regretted it because i looked really nerd.I hope it grows out soon!Alrighty,thats all for today and enjoy the extended holidays(:

Its Valentines' Day!Although i do find it as overrated as Christmas,but i'll still wished you guys a Happy V Day!(: So do you spent it alone or with your significant other?Haha i don't wish to know it anyway(:


Felt kinda guilty when my classmates gave me homemade cookies and chocolates contained in fanciful wrappers when i didn't prepare anything at all for them.To be frank,i actually forget that it was V day until i saw a girl holding a bouquet of roses on the street.Hmm whats up with me haha.I think i'm the sort that isn't into those girly stuff like for example,preparing gifts for others during V day or Christmas.That kinda worries me because even Choun Eng gave out jellies today(although she promised instant noodles?)!Gosh,alright i promised to be more girly next time and make an effort in those kind of things.


OH GREAT NOW SOMEONE KNOW WHO IS MY CRUSH!Haha,Dorcas if you're reading this now,hope that you have not breathe to a single soul as to who my crush is or else you will not get to see the first ray of light tomorrow.Alright i'm just kidding,anyways i'm the one that tell her first because i thought she might not know who he is,but to my astonishment:




ARGH!!!I'm quite surprised that she knew him(i won't tell you how) mans.Hmm,what a day to end V day.Alrights class outing tomorrow,shall see you then(:

My sis was hospitalised because she was unwell to begin with and fell hard on the ground.She hit the back of her head on the floor and blood starts flowing out of it.Not a pleasant sight to behold and certainly it sort of affects my mood.Now i'm all alone at home as my parents are now in the hospital settling all the administrative stuff.And i'm feeling emo again after listening to a list of songs by Muse.Don't ask me why i'm still at home in front of the computer typing this post when i should be in the hospital feeling concerned about my sis.I'm equally concerned as my parents,just that i feel that my physical presence in the hospital wouldn't help her a slighest bit since i'm not a doctor or a healer.So isn't it better for me to stay at home and do my homework instead of being there and getting nothing done?Hmm mm...


I initially planned to tell my parents about my 'struggle' with JC life but after what happened today,i guess i have to put off the plan till a further date.Nothing is confirmed yet;i may not choose to go to a poly after all.I just want to tell them that i'm facing alot of 'unhappiness' with my current academic path per se and that they might have to expect a decision from me soon.But after what happened today,i was thinking whether all this was planned by God(in general).Why do my sis happen to hit her head today and not on some other day?Why is it that when i wanted to tell my parents about it,this morbid incident happened?So was this part of the affinity i have with JJ?Does God want me to stick to this path?I have absolutely no idea what lies ahead but one thing's for sure,its not going to be easy.


Giving up my life in JJ is not an easy task.I think the hardest thing to let go is saying goodbyes to my friends,especially my classmates.Goodbyes are not always easy to say in the first place,they require alot of determination from the speaker.Secondly,i think Ms Yamuna might kill me haha.I can imagine her pupils dilating and her brows raised in dismayed.Hmm,not a pleasurable sight too.Thirdly,i think i'm setting a bad example to my OG11 campers.I feel that i do not practised what i preached(that is,JC life is 'great').The fourth point is,i've come to this far,am i wasting it all if i let go just like that?I would have waste my teachers' time and effort on me,plus my own's too.But on the other hand,these sacrifices may be necessary if i do not want a lifetime of regret.These sacrifices are necessary if i want to do something that i really enjoy.So till now,i'm still in a dilemma.I shall see how things go after CNY.


Oh and i missed out a point.One of the thing i find it hard to let go of is the chance to see my crush in school.Haha,am i silly?And i really wondered whether he knew of my existence in school,that i constantly kept a lookout for him,and that there will be a sudden flutter in my stomach whenever i see him?Hmm,how was he supposed to know in the first place haha.Hope i'll get to see him again tomorrow(:


Alright,i'll stop at here.Got to mug my Bio SPA for Wednesday.See ya buddies(:

I'm so totally hooked to Knights of Cydonia by Muse!This song has been playing in my head for like the whole day?Hmm mm,i've put it in my blog(:


I've been very busy for the whole week so that explained why i didn't blog for the past week.So sorry my dear readers(if i have any,that is)!Alright,let me talk about school stuff.I'm late again for the third time today!I'll blame it on the Chem SPA then because i've mug for it for six straight hours the night before just so that i can memorise everything that is necessary for skill D.I know i'm detestable in some sense but WHO DON'T WANT TO SCORE WELL HUR.But other than SPAS,i don't really study very hard for the other school tests.Hmm,time to change.


I'm quite surprised that my class top the cohort(i think) for the Organic Chem test!100% passing rate and average score of 27.Great credit to Ms Yamuna!However,i feel that my marks has pulled down the class' average because i've scored only 22):But i'm going to work even harder so that i'll feel proud of my marks in future(:Mark my words baby!But that only applies to Chemistry because i know for sure i'll fare badly for the Maths Complex Number test.Maths just ain't my thing):


I've received feedback from the people around me that i'm an extreme emo/pessimist/depressive.THANK YOU(: But seriously whats wrong with being one?Thats just an example on how Man can organise his thought!Sometimes i really do feel mad when people reinforce their thoughts on me because that means that they don't accept the way i think.There is no fixed or correct way to think about life so you'll be the hippie who hope for world peace and i'll be the emo who think that life is tough okays?


Thank goodness its FRIDAY!Finally i can have a breather from school stuff and catch some quality sleep.My eye rings looked its worst today in contrast to my pale countenance.Hmm,thankfully my crush didn't see me in such a state haha.But it doesn't matter even if he does so because i don't think he ever remembered seeing me around.Sad hur,boo hoo.But its okay because sometimes things wasn't meant to be and you have to let nature take its course.But most of the time nature is cruel to you):


Alright,i have to bathe now.My apologies if my sentences sounded weird.Bye peeps and enjoy your weekends!(:

A picture says a thousand words so i'll let my photos do most of the talking for day 2 and 3 of my attachment(:

Day 2



Chin Siang and me.We get to wear lab coats!Ain't it cool?Look at the height difference too):



Choun Eng,Chin Siang and me in our lab coats.My pose is really stiff hur.My first attempt at smiling without showing my teeth fails miserably haha.



Taken after the attachment ends for the day in front of the same lift(: I really like my pose for this photo haha!But Choun Eng and Chin Siang doesn't seems to know where is the lens hmm mm..


Day 3

Today was rather slack since we completed most of the things on the first two days.Had lunch with group 4 and as usual,me and Choun Eng ate as though we are refugees.Then Ron took a photo of all of us(as in all of the students in the course).They even print it out in A4 size for us!Then Jean Ngee says that we shouldn't feel so grateful because the photos were printed out using the taxpayers' money,specifically,our parents' money.Haha,i'm really amused when i heard it.

You guys must be wondering who's my partner for the whole attachment right?Heres Nicole from RGS!(:



My hand was trembling when i took this shot so we look as though our spirit has left our body.Nicole is the one on the right,like duh.Hmm mm heres a better one.



I like this shot alot because the lighting was great.Look at the height difference.I FINALLY HAVE THE CHANCE TO BEND DOWN WHILE TAKING PHOTO WITH SOMEONE!Well our height difference is about 12cm(162-150=12)Hmm mm,and i look like a da jie jie beside her(:Hope she will continue to ace in her studies!



Took this at the last day which is today): Haha its in front of the same lift again.But this time we are in different shirts.Was kinda sad after taking the photo because i realised that this may be the last time i'll be in Biopolis and perhaps,the last time i'll see my partner and my attachment mates for the rest of my life.Even though its just three days,but i've learnt really alot.Thanks CAVR for giving me the opportunity!((: