Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Woah just came back from my first day of attachment at IMCB.Generally it was better than expected!
Had breakfast with Chin Siang and Choun Eng in the morning.Was supposed to meet at 7am but in the end,we were all late so we drag till 7.25am.Had century egg porridge at this coffee shop in Holland V.Then we set off for our attachment!Felt kinda inferior the moment i saw the other students whom are in the same attachment as us because they are from VERY good schools.Majority of them are in Sec 4 and you know what,they are from RGS,NYGH,MGS AND ACS.Top schools in Singapore sia.There were people from AJC and VJC too,hmm so now you understand why i will develop an inferior complex haha.Anyway,we are supposed to pair up with someone whom is not from the same school as you(wonder why they have to set this rule) so in the end,i paired up with this girl from RGS.Her name is Nicole and she is in the integrated programme(PSLE score 271!)Hmm quite a nice girl,not fierce,fussy,bossy or anything,which is great(: The funny thing is that even though i'm two years older than her and is in JC2,she was the one that guide me throughout the course of the day.Ironic hur?I felt embarrassed):
Thankfully i was in the same group as Choun Eng or else i will feel really lost haha.Hope that tomorrow will be an even better experience for me.Hmm,anyway miraculously it ended on time today and thank goodness Biopolis is so near my house(:Some photos before i sign off.Argh i look weird as usual since i'm second to none for being non-photogenic): The photos were actually reflections of us on the doors of the lift in IMCB(:
Photo abit grainy):
My victory sign looks forced):
But i'm happy(:
My mind's unweaving/ 7:56 PM
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
As you can see,i've changed my blog skin(:Got quite tired of the previous one so decided to change into something more 'me'.Alright that doesn't sounds too right.
School was kinda alright for me today just that i'm late once again.The bus came later than usual mans):And i think i'm the only idiot who surrenders my Ez link card again.I don't know why i did that,but heck anyway.Lessons go on as usual just that me,Choun Eng and Chin Siang took our Bio SPA trial today instead of tomorrow because we have IMCB ANTI-VIRAL ATTACHMENT FROM WEDNESDAY TO FRIDAY!Isn't that cool?Not.I'm gonna miss lessons again and i can't see my crush in school.Okays i was only joking about the latter,okay maybe not.Attire is college tee and pants.Eww,do the people there have fashion sense?Thats totally wrong mans.Well no choice anyways.So we decided to have breakfast at Holland V before the attachment but that depends on whether we can wake up on time haha.Kinda nervous for the attachment since i always tend to break the laboratory apparatus back in school so if i really screw up,haha i don't know what will happen to me):
Actually i do want to blog about quite alot of matters but suddenly i just can't remember what i want to talk about):So i think i will end here.Good night and sweet dreams everybody.
My mind's unweaving/ 9:27 PM
Monday, January 29, 2007
Woah mans i was super duper suay in the morning on the way to school.I saw bus number 198 approaching the bus stop so i quickly ran to the bus alongside with some JJCians but the inconsiderate bus driver drove away the moment he sees us!The bus wasn't even full mans.I was fuming mad and just when i thought my Monday blues was bad enough,i started to have a stomachache):So i had to go to the toilet(its quite obvious why i go to the toilet) and in the meanwhile,i wasted alot of time.So in the end i was super late for school.And i think i was the only idiot that surrender my EZ link card):The worst thing was that we have to run 2.4km during PC.I was asking myself why i even bother to turn up for the day.Then Lisu asked me to run with her pace but it was an impossible mission because the haemoglobins in her red blood cells are far too superior.After the third round i told her that its better if she run first.But the run was good,i felt really refreshed after that(:Then a funny incident happened.I was queueing up in the canteen when the DM saw me and asked me why am i so thin and whether i purposely go on a diet.I just smiled at him and walked away.Come to think about it,i think my reaction was kinda silly):Stayed back after school to prepare the display boards for our class for the Love Fiesta.Practically me,Choun Eng and Chin Siang were slacking away.But at least we did something*winks*.Then we stayed back with some others to do our GP homework.Oh mans theres alot to be done):Not that i'm against GP or what,but its really too much.We stayed till around 7pm when we decided that our minds aren't really functioning in a right way so we packed our bags and left the school.Took 185 with Choun Eng and we chatted quite alot in the bus,mostly about IMCB haha.Hope it will be a great experience for us!Oh mans theres alot of things to be done i supposed but my mind is not willing to do it.Theres time whereby i really want to give up-giving up life in JJ and venture into somewhere whereby i really truly have an interest in.Not that i'm unhappy or depressed in JJ or what(to put thing straight i love the friends i've made in JJ and a tweeny bit of its cheena culture) but theres got to be more to life.I don't know what i really like till now,i'm in the midst of searching for it and when i really know what i want,i hope i have the courage to pursue it.After reading the previous paragraph,i realised how politically correct i was.Hmm i don't like that side of me haha.Hmm mm i saw my crush today i supposed but i won't divulge much.I really admire how some girls dare to describe their crushes in their blog without feeling afraid that their crush might find out.But i'm a secretive person so unless someone force me to swallow a grenade,my secrets will follow me to my grave.Okays thats about it,i'm already yawning):Bye guys.
My mind's unweaving/ 9:45 PM
Saturday, January 27, 2007
Omg i didn't post for like a week!Well i'm too busy with my studies and thats why i don't have a chance to blog.Anyway i think the entry will be super long if i recount what had happened for the week so i think i'll just blog about today,erm i meant yesterday since its past 12am now(:Had Chemistry lecture followed by PC.It was freezing cold when i ran in the rain!PC is super tough today and i felt quite nausea after it.But thankfully the irky feeling subsided after a while.Had break followed by Maths tutorial.I was quite discouraged after Maths tutorial because i had difficulty understanding what Mr Subash had taught(Differentiation is so complex to me):) and also simply because i just don't like that subject.Then i messaged Yolanda about it and she gave a very funny reply:''Take it easy!Tink abt ur crush as e math teacher and everythin'll go in!''LOL.I don't know about you but that was super funny to me!I didn't thought about that method before so maybe i'll try to use it.But at the same time it may not work because i think you'll be too captivated by your crush so much so that all his/her words will fall on (your) deaf ears.Of course,most importantly is to get lots of practise and patience,which i'm seriously lacking in):Had Maths lecture and Chem Prac after that.Not going to elaborate further because nothing interesting happened): Then after that i went home to change my clothes then meet up with the PW gang at Jade to prepare for the upcoming PW exhibition.Its weird that our group got in because our idea isn't really that fresh or creative.Erm maybe because its politically correct hur.Anyway we slack for like quite a fare bit before our stomach starts groaning.By then its 7.30pm so we headed down to Pastamania at Westmall for our dinner.To my surprise i can't finished my spaghetti.Why hur,i wondered to myself.It was raining quite heavily by the time we finished so we headed back to Jade to tidy up our report and...took photos!Wah ocm's camera flash is like so freaking bright la,it almost blinded me haha.I look like a freak(unfortunately) in all of the shots mans,hmm mm.By the time we finished everything,it was around 9.30pm so we said our goodbyes and departed.Oh yeah man i wanna cut my fringe since its like covering my eyes and making them irritated but from my past experiences i always regretted after cutting it.SO SHOULD I?Hmm mm mm.Okays i'm so tired now and i wanna sleep!Wanted to type more but my mind is screaming for help now.Okays that's all for today babes(:Yeah mans i think its a crush.
My mind's unweaving/ 12:36 AM
Saturday, January 20, 2007
ARGH ARGH OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M SO DUMB):
I was blog visiting then i chance upon the blog of my friend's friend.I don't think she know me(that's the problem).Then there was this crushcalculator thingy at her blog and it requires you to enter your full name as well as your crush's to see whether both of you are compatible.Being smart,i suspect that the thing was a hoax so i enter 'samuel lee'(a fake name of course) as my crush name.Then true enough,it was a hoax.But whats the problem?I ENTERED MY FULL NAME!NOW SHE KNOW I READ HER BLOG):BOO BOO.But thank goodness my crush wasn't the one that tricked me and i didnt enter his name or else i wouldn't be online now.If that really happens i think i will be thinking of ways to disguise myself or pretend that i was trying to be funny.
Hmm,speaking of my crush,i wondered whether i really have a crush on him?Okay i know it sounds weird but i'm like that):How does it feel when you really have a crush on someone?Different people have different opinions on that i suppose but i guess the more common symptoms includes feeling excited or nervous whenever he or she is around or thinking about him or her all day?Mm not trying to be gross or what but my symptoms are:
>scanning and squinting for him in the crowd
>writing emo messages in my lecture notes
>behaving sweet and demure when i wasn't one to begin with
So are these symptoms that you actually have a crush on that significant person?Haha don't know why but i hope its not.Liking someone and having to see that someone so faraway isn't a very good feeling.Having to suppress those feelings within yourself and pretend that nothing happens isn't fantastic either.Worst still,you pray hard that you'll get noticed but at the same time,hope that he or she doesn't know about that little secret of yours(but if your crush likes you as well then congrats to you).Hmm who think the same way as i'm?
Throwing that aside,i went to Queensway shopping centre just now to buy fbt shorts.To my disappointment,there was no stock for black size M so guess what,i bought S!I can choose between S and L but the latter looks huge.Don't know why i will make that decision.After buying it i was feeling rather scared because i bought two of it and i don't know whether i can fit into it!So i scramble into the washroom to try it out and thankfully its just right for me,but hmm kinda,erm short?(maybe i'm too conservative).I truly hope its not too short):
Okay buddies i'm off,don't think too much okays?Bye!
My mind's unweaving/ 11:26 PM
Friday, January 19, 2007
ARGH MY HANDPHONE DIED ON ME):It was fine early this morning but when i was about to leave for school,there was a beeping sound and the screen went blank.AND IT WAS FULL BATT.So i try to salvage the phone but it doesn't help.My trusty phone of 1 year,5 months and 11 days is dead): What i can do now is to send it for repair or buy a new one.Can't decide on which one to choose mans,what do you think hur.I hate this kind of things...Woke up early today to revise my Chem once again.Did my revision the night before but it was kinda last minute(again!) so i don't feel secure.I was quite nervous minutes before the test because i have a tendency of screwing up tests,major exams and SPAS.So i did it once again because i was immediately stuck on the first question,which kinda deplete all the confidence that i have.So i skipped it and hurriedly move on to the other questions.I think i'm a goner for the last question which carries 6 marks simply because of my panic attack.I just don't understand why i would get myself so nervous mans.Maybe its just me):It's the eve of Yiting's birthday(:We play a prank on her by using a marble cake and act it as though its her birthday cake.Its kinda lame la but eventually she still finds out.But we have fun so it doesn't matter.Then it was maths tutorial and maths lecture one after the other.ITS MY HATEST SUBJECT AND THE ONE WHICH I FLUNK MOST MISERABLY):Imagine i have to take H2 Maths without Amaths knowledge,how bad is that hur?I really regret not doing well in maths in secondary school and now i have to suffer the agony of not understanding 99% of the topics without flipping through a secondary school Amaths textbook.So much so for my rants again.Mum,i need a tutor.Took 198 home today.I felt that i was quite snobbish to my friends because i simply did not utter a single word to them for the whole journey.Then again i'm always this depressed so don't be surprised.I was reaching my destination when i saw Louise,my OG11 camper.I think she was there all the while but i failed to noticed her(i was dozing off and trying my best not to slump forward).So sorry girl,my bad):So i gave her a silly wave when i was about to alight haha.Argh not this feeling again.My body is releasing far too much adrenaline today for obvious reasons which i would not specify(unless you really can't figure it out).Gosh,go away.I think i saw you again today,isn't it?
My mind's unweaving/ 9:56 PM
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
It's raining now and i'm feeling emo again):I love Tuesdays because its the slackest day of the week.Minimal lessons plus an hour break,how cool is that?Well not exactly that cool come to think about it.Oh yes i'm pretty upbeat that me,Choun Eng and Chin Siang has been chosen to attend the IMCB's Anti viral attachment!We are like so lucky man,because there were so many applicants and only five vacancies and yet the three of us got in(:Woo hoo i think i just have a great affinity with A*star(:But that means missing three days of lessons again,so i think i have to work really hard):School ends at 2pm today and i went straight home with Choun Eng and Yiting on the bus.Yiting was persuading us to take 198 instead of 185 with her and the reasons that she gave were super hilarious.Sometimes i really wished that i have half of their 'funny genes' because i'm such a boring person and i'm always trying so hard to think of something funny to crack people up but i end up sounding emo rather than funny):I took passport photo shots today and i look really HORRIFIC.Its gruesome and grosteque!I can't believe i'm the person in those photos):And i really look like a drug addict with those tired eyes and frizzy hair.Too bad photoshop isn't allowed BOO BOO.I'm gonna stop here.I gather that i have some unfinished business):I scan for you in the crowd today.And i think i saw you.
My mind's unweaving/ 6:48 PM
Saturday, January 13, 2007
Woo am i the only one that is feeling cold?ITS SOO FREAKING COLD LA!Went for Maths lecture early in the morning.Initially i don't feel like going because its not compulsory(its for ogls who have missed the previous lectures) and the cool weather makes me so freaking sleepy!But the more i thought about the possiblity of failing maths in A levels,the more dreadful i got so finally i managed to drag myself out of the bed.Thank goodness i went because Mr Leow was very good in explaining Complex numbers to us and i could understand the concepts behind it quite well.Yeah!Board the same bus with Hweeting,Aiting and Xinyun.They asked me whether i wanted to have lunch with them at Pizza Hut.I wanted to go but after considering the amount of money in my wallet,i've decided not to.Haha they were discussing about the campers in their og and they are like super funny!Wished i could be as humorous as them since i'm quite a sadistic person.Well anyway,slept till the late afternoon,was sleepy as usual.Watch Death Note 2 yesterday at Vivocity.Was a bad choice since Vivocity was quite crowded and so difficult to navigate.Had a hard time finding the cinema as usual.Hmm,personally i find that DN1 is better than DN2 because the latter is soo confusing and erm illogical.It took me sometime with my analytical mind to work out the story.And i don't like its ending!But overall its the only Japanese movie that i like so it isn't that bad(:Chat with Yanting on msn just now.She is my OG11 camper.Haha really feel good chatting with her because i've gained many insights on several stuff like the benefits of being a vegetarian and basically the life of a seventeen years old girl.And i think she is the only person who find my replies funny!Hurray,i'm funny for once(:Okays guess i've to go soon.The weather's making me sleepy again): Ciao buddies.
My mind's unweaving/ 11:15 PM
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME(:I'm born eighteen years ago on this date(like duh hur) and most people probably won't remember this date because its so early in the year!But i'm glad the people around me do(:Thanks all my dearies for making it a point to wish me a happy birthday irregardless of the medium.Really appreciate it even though i may look aloof.Frankly speaking,i dread having my own birthdays because i sort of hate to admit that i'm actually a year older and that i'm one year closer to my death.Great,i managed to make a happy event sound sadistic.But i think this year it is different because my friends make me less emo by overwhelming me with their smiles(: So i actually do like birthdays for once(:My first birthday sms was from Jiazhen!Woo you're great(:Then came Yolanda's and some other people.Received a few more on the bus on the way to school and i was feeling rather worried that they actually remembered my birthday.I'm strange hur?Went to meet OG11 after morning assembly.They're a good looking bunch of people!Went for Bio lecture after that and strangely i felt sleepy even though i slept for 9 hrs the day before.Then came break.AND MY CLASSMATES CELEBRATED MY BIRTHDAY IN THE CANTEEN(:The cake taste great,thanks alot dudes and dudettes.The day went on and i have a PW exhibition briefing at 3pm.Then met Jiazhen in the canteen on the way and she say theres a OG meeting at the same time.But i need to go for the briefing so i told her i'll meet them later.Rushed back and i barely wrote a sentence on the J1 OGL application form when i saw a birthday cake approaching and heard them singing a birthday song!IT WAS FOR ME(: Oh man,i'm so touched by you guys efforts!Thanks alot OG11 for celebrating it with me because you guys make the difference.Then it was madness photo takings plus cake smearing war.Haha my face was so oily after that.Sadly i have to leave early because my friends are waiting for me,but hope you guys have fun.Went to JP Pizza Hut with the pw gang namely Weng Kin,Chong Min and Wendy(:They wanted to have a birthday lunch with me,so sweet right?Ate alot and they were really funny people,they never fail to crack me up with laughters,especially Chong Min.Thanks guy for treating me!Meaningful presents i have today:
From Susian.Theres a note inside.Not really a present but i treated it as one haha.
From the clique.Just as i wanted,a wallet!
From OG11.A birthday card with notes inside(:
From OG11's Valerie.She can't be there so she made me a card!Soo sweet(:
From OG11.Gigantic stickers meant for pasting on the wall i think(:
From PW gang.A nice birthday card.I really like that star there(:
From PW gang.A pink diary(:Now i can jot down my emo messages there.BEST BIRTHDAY I EVER HAD(:
My mind's unweaving/ 10:45 PM
Monday, January 08, 2007
Its the official first day of school for me today!The day was started with an ogl meeting.I thought i was late for it so i rushed there,only to find out that i was quite early.Had a briefing and we led our og to the hall for Love Fiesta thingy.The talk took longer than expected but its good news for us ogl since we still don't have the mood for lessons proper.Haha all of us were like still in the orientation mood,simply contented with just leading our og and doing nothing else.*POP* the bubble just burst):
At the end of the talk,Wai Yee was like asking me to go to the washroom with her.I was like 'hey,since when did you need my company to the washroom?'.I just went with her since my hair was like sticking all over and i look totally unglam.Just as when i came back,Tommy introduced me to the J1 in F3(which was weird since the camp is like over?) and SUDDENLY THEY SANG A BIRTHDAY SONG TO ME IN THE HALL!Say i'm a mountain tortoise or what,but nobody had ever sang a birthday song to me,let alone such a large group of people.I was touched that actually people do remember my birthday and that i'm not as insignificant as i used to think i am.Thanks Tommy for remembering! Had a hug from Aiting just as when i'm about to leave the hall.Aww,she is so sweet.Don;t worry,i'll keep in touch with you(:
Had a self imposed break after the meeting with Lisu,Cynthia and Phebe.Was talking about missing out in alot of lessons and whether we can catch up in our studies.That got me quite afraid because being the ultimate slacker,i felt that my postion was challenged.Okay that was stupid.Then went back to class for GP and Econs lessons.Was super duper tired and my eyes were like auto closed at each 5 mins intervals.Had a hard time keeping awake since i only slept for two hours the night before.However,i'm still able to absorb what the tutors have taught,haha.
Went to JP with half of my classmates.Ate Subway and being the mountain tortoise,Choun Eng had to help me order my food.And being ever so strange,i picked pickles and hot peppers for the vegetables.Poor Choun Eng had to suffer with me,so sorry about that!Shop around and a red adidas watch caught my attention.It was super nice but it cost $98,too expensive.Shop around more and i bought some stationery at Popular because all my stuff in my pencil case are like almost gone?A bag at the Wallet Shop caught my eyes too,its those type you carry with one shoulder and its only $23.Might consider buying that if i have some spare cash.Trained down to Commonwealth with Yiting and Choun Eng and that's about it.Man,monday blues don't exist for once(:
Taken in the bus(:
Bye<3
My mind's unweaving/ 6:32 PM
Sunday, January 07, 2007
Alchemy of Life has finally ended with a big bang.There's nothing much for me to say except that it has been great leading OG11 and being part of 01 '07.You guys are the best campers an ogl would ever want.Thank you:Cheryl,Louise,Elaine,Michele,Claire,Valerie,Yan Ting,Adeline,Yu Tian,Qihui,Pamela,Kai Lin,Joelynn,Junjie,Delvin,Jeremy,Daniel,Ganesan,Desmond,Jegan,John,Mao Shan,Sing Chun,Gabriel and Chang Sheng.(:
My mind's unweaving/ 1:57 AM
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!!!Woo i'm one day late but i guess its the sincerity that counts right?I'm pretty upset now because its the LAST DAY OF THE HOLIDAYS and i'm still in party mood.Boo hoo boo,time really flies so quickly when one is enjoying himself.My wanna-pon-band-tmr buddy message me and ask me whether i'm returning my flute tomorrow but i'm not free so i guess i have to return alone on Mon instead.Do you know i'm so freaking afraid of the band room after having a bad experience there?Haha i shall not digress,hmm Wendy's friend is also quitting band and that makes us feel better.TOMORROW'S THE FIRST DAY OF COLLEGE LIFE FOR THE FIRST INTAKE!Its my first official day of being an ogl too(:Woo have to reach school by 6.15am to prepare first,i'm soo excited.Wonder how's the campers in my og like?Fun?reserved?approachable?Hope i can get along well with them.And that means i will have to miss one week of lessons due to this commitment.Hope i can cope with my studies after the whole thing ends.Okays that's about it.Got to turn in early because i need to wake up at 4am tomorrow!Arrgghhh,byebye my friend.
My mind's unweaving/ 9:58 PM
