Thursday, March 29, 2007
Hello there,just woke up from my afternoon nap(: Had a scolding from my mumsy just now because i failed to answer her calls(i was in a coma mans).But everything is fine now(:Haha i felt that i'm pretty different today,don't know why,perhaps i'm kinda un-emo?The bus ride home was very enjoyable today because i had a hearty chat with Choun Eng regarding our crushes!Haha,this is like the first time i saw her behaving so girly mans,soo unbelievable.Then i realised that we have so much in common:1.We have the tendency to look out for our crushes in school during breaks.2.We like to imagine how good it would be if our crush likes us/is our boyfriend.Yeah mans it sounds VERY gross but we have a brain for a purpose.To dream.3.We hope that our crush noticed us more often!Hmm,actually i sorta dislike people whom don't admit that they have crushes before.If you really don't,then seriously you are missing out the exciting part of life!And for your info,I'M STAYING.If you don't know what i'm talking about,its perfectly okay because i would want to spare you from my emo sessions(: 7 months to A levels,i must make sure that i'll study for at least 4 hours per day mans.Actually i realised that i'm not afraid of failure.I don't mind retaking my As if i failed.I'm just afraid of how people will look at me when i fail.Now that i've overcome that,i shall live my life to the fullest for life is not all about academics.Alrighty,some pictures of my sis' dog.Shes so cute!(i meant the doggy of course)
Bye(:
My mind's unweaving/ 8:23 PM
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Woo went to Institute of Mental Health just now!(:Met the PW gang plus Chin Siang and Geraldine(if i'm not wrong) at C'wealth MRT.Then we set off for our destination.Trained down to Seng Kang and took a bus in.Oh and i regretted wearing black because it radiates heat!Argh.Okay,i forgot to tell you why i went IMH out of the blue.Its because we are doing volunteer work.Oh mans,can you imagine me doing volunteer work!Anyway we had fun and they taught me how to play Mahjong!I find it rather difficult to comprehend given that my RAM is relatively slower than most people and i don't understand why there is a parrot in one of the tile.Then its the main thing.We are suppose to interact with the residents then Chong Min said something which i find it very funny.Instructor:Do the both of you know how to play Dum?(you know,that board game)Chong Min:*innocently*Oh,you mean you want us to zhuang sha?(literally play dumb)Then i was like,LOL.Hmm,i'm actually laughing now when i typed this.Anyway i played Dum with one of the resident there and i lost despite him giving me many chances!Hmm,actually i felt that people with schziophrenia are actually normal people by default,just that the chemical imbalance in their brain are causing them to have hallucinations and stuff that they do not want.So we should not despise them for we are no better than them in some ways.Oh i forgot to mention that i knew who Choun Eng's crush is!And she knew mine too because we point them out to each other during breaks wahaha.Then she was like, 'i think your crush is the nai kan type(means you will find him better looking if you see him more often,and oh mans i hate doing translation)'.HMM so she indirectly meant that my crush is not good looking hur.Never mind who cares anyway,boo to her haha,just kidding.Then i did something crazy with her after school mans.I sorta help her obtain her crush pics!Well i don't mean secretly taking her crush's picture okay,that is really scheming and unlike me.Don't tell you how,its highly confidential*winks*.Hmm,she is just so lucky!Okie i'm sticky all over.Time to have a bath!I shall stop now,byebye peeps(:
My mind's unweaving/ 10:03 PM
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Argh,tell me what to do!8 more days to deadline,still no decision):
My mind's unweaving/ 5:57 PM
Monday, March 19, 2007
Once again,oh my words,my application to TP's Biomedical Science is successful(:But here comes the dilemma-making a decision to stay or leave within 11 days.Waa aah i'm gonna rip my hair off for sure):Then again,seriously the hardest part of it all is to break the news to possibly my clique and Ms Yamuna.I can actually picture Ms Yamuna strangling me now and chewing my head off.Oh gosh i'm beginning to get really afraid!But i believe the working world is worse than that hur,because other than just chewing your heads off,your boss might disintegrate your soul and make sure that they are separate entities.Hmm,the endless worries of life.You know what,i think i'm having bipolar disorder.Don't laugh,i really think i have it!My mood swings from one extreme to the other without me having any concious control and the worse thing is that i think i'm developing another alter ego,Zombie.Its like split personality hur,oh well actually it is.Zombie is like the more emo,negative and quieter side of me whereas my real self is the one you see at home.Zombie comes to life in school and msn though,so most of my friends thought of me as emo and possibly,quiet.But i kinda like Zombie because she is the one that do more thinking and i think shes just being herself.Hmm,i suddenly felt very tired,shall continue this little fable of mine someday.Well,so are you afraid?Because if you do,then i've achieved my aim wahaha(:
My mind's unweaving/ 8:11 PM
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Don't know who she is but i really like her hairstyle!But that also means snipping off more than 6 inches of hair): Hmm i don't know):
My mind's unweaving/ 3:31 PM
Saturday, March 17, 2007
Just had steamboat with my first three month classmates!(:
Met 1S05(SRJC PAE 06) at Marina Bay at around 5pm.I thought i was late,but who knows,i'm actually one of the earliest to reach!We loitered(i can't think of any nicer terms to use haha) for a while before setting off to one of the steamboat places.Woah mans,it was freaking hot there and the worst thing is that i didn't tied up my hair,so you can imagine how unglam i looked.Anyway,it was choking as well but without all these elements,steamboat would not be as delicious right?
Went to the arcade after that!I practically got owned in every games): Guess i'm not inclined to games hur.But its alright because at least i have fun with them(: By then it was already 9plus and the guys were feeling tired so we headed home.But overall it was great to meet up with them(especially kai hui!) since it has been aeons since i last met them.Woo some of them looked really different and as for myself,i think i still looked as boring.Boo hoo hoo.
Just checked out my course application status at NYP and TP webby and this is what i see:
TP
Status:
Under Consideration
NYP
Status:
Receiving Attention
I SEE RED!What was that supposed to mean hur?Can they be more succinct hur.Anyway my friend said that DAE results would only be out 2-3 weeks later so i shan't worry unnecessarily.Not that i do,just that i find the phrase 'receiving attention' slightly amusing.
Alright i'm sleepy.Buh bye!
My mind's unweaving/ 12:31 AM
Thursday, March 15, 2007
Zomg i'm so dead because my holiday assignments are not completed yet!I SHALL NOT PROCRASTINATE EVER AGAIN):
My mind's unweaving/ 1:23 PM
Sunday, March 11, 2007
Sorry for the lack of updates,my apologies!Been busy over school related matters for the past weeks so can't really have the chance to just sit down and blog): And yup i've submitted my application forms to the relevant polys,but i snail mail it on the last day of the deadline,so i don't know whether it will be considered late.Hope not!Anyway my choices are:Biomedical Sciences(TP)Molecular Biotechnology(NYP)In case you're wondering why do i choose TP instead of other polys nearer to my house for the same course,well its because a Biomedical Sciences diploma from TP fetches far better and more courses in NUS and NTU than those from the other polys.Didn't know that until i did my extensive research on the prospect of the courses.Haha i'm really paranoid,can't even confirmed whether i can get in in the first place hur.Anyways,i'll just wait and see(:Enough of my endless rumblings,i have a Bio test tomorrow):Yes its the holidays but i still have to go back to school from 8AM-4PM TOMORROW!A wicked 8 hours of academic nonsense.Oh well not really nonsense,but still,its totally without a doubt,cruel and unfeeling):And i still have 'Genetics of Viruses and Bacteria' to mug,so that's all for now.BUH BYEE!*did a little wave*
My mind's unweaving/ 11:34 PM
Friday, March 02, 2007
Zomg i got an A for the silliest subject ever,CHINESE!Yesterday was the release of the A levels results,as well as the chinese results for J2 who took the chinese paper last year.The J2s have a clear view of what is happening in the hall through video conferencing in LT5,which i find it extremely stupid and inconsiderate,especially when the cameraman zoom in on those who cried after receiving their (bad) results.Please let them have their private moments okay,they don't need half the school to know that they flunk or something.So the J2 are supposed to receive their chinese results after the video conferencing thingy but the funny thing is that Ms Yamuna already handed us our result BEFORE the stupid event.So the handing of results happened in the chemistry lab for us and it must be the most unlikely places to do so.Ms Yamuna was like '13 of you got A',then i was counting my probability but gave up simply because i've forgotten how to do so(yeah i took H2 maths,don't slap me).I wasn't nervous AT ALL before that but when Ms Yamuna called my name,i was shaking slightly?So i walked to the front,signed my name,took the piece of paper,and scoot off to my seat.And while doing all that i accidentally glanced at my result slip and saw that freaky grade.I don't know whether to be happy or sad because i told Yolanda that i will let my chinese result decide my academic path,that is,i will stay in jc if i got an A,and i will go to poly if i got a B or worse.So i was thinking i will not be lucky all the time and most probably i will get a C or soomething but...Haiz don't tell me all these are due to affinity again??I feel like breaking my promise and go ahead with my decisions,but i'm sorta afraid that all these are arranged by someone of a higher order,like maybe God or something.Then at the same time i don't think my parents would like the idea of me going poly out of the blue,especially my Dad,whom is so proud of me being able to make it to a JC.SO WHAT SHOULD I DO MANS.So my plan now is(after much consideration of course):>Appeal into a poly on Mon,just before the release of JAE results>When the appeal results are out,and if i got in,i can choose whether to accept or reject(by then i would have already seek approval from my parents and have ample time to think carefully again)>If i don't get in,then i will start whining here haha.I think this is a very good plan because i can choose to reject the offer if i feel that i should stay in JJ,rather than not do anything at all and regret after the admission exercise is over.So for once i think i'm smart haha.So right now there are afew courses that i'm interested in:Biomedical Science(SP)Chemical & Biomolecular Engineering(NP)Chemical & Pharmaceutical Technology(NYP)Pharmaceutical Sciences(NYP OR RP)Pharmacy Science(NP)Hmm 2 days to think carefully again.Bye bye.
My mind's unweaving/ 12:01 PM
