Monday, May 28, 2007
Omg i look like one retarded freak now with my newer haircut.Apparently the hairdresser doesn't follow instructions and simply cut an even shorter version of my 'bob' and now i am sporting my primary 4 hairstyle.Don't laugh,i'll rather look like a boy than to look like a freak.Guess i have to wait till my hair grows longer during the june holidays=(
I have SMUN camp next week and it will take 4 freaking days.Not very cool when you have mid-year exams two weeks later and you are kinda unprepared.Man,why does bad things come together?Argh...rattle my bones!=(
I'm planning to start my revision on econs today because its one of my weakest subjects(actually i am weak in every subjects) and my mood wants to study econs.How freaky,for once i am in the mood to study!Gonna go to school tomorrow for the fitting of the blazers for the smun thingy and i really don't feel like taking 198 for 1 hour just to try on the freaking blazers.I wanna cry.
Oh man i felt like cutting my hair again.God please don't let me entertain that thought.
My mind's unweaving/ 7:51 PM
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
I didn't realised that my photo in my previous entry resembles that of one you put in front of your coffin in your funeral and also the one you published in the Home section in the Straits Time.And i wonder whether its just me or was it that it has grown slightly bigger during the week?Oh well don't bother thinking.Lots of things has happened during the past week or so.Some good some bad,i can't possibly name them all out.Then again i should be glad because i'm actually preoccupied with things and that may imply that people actually bother about me.How cool is that dude?Oh as mentioned in the previous post,although not directly,i've snipped off my hair,5 inches of it!I went with Chong Min and Wendy to the former's hairstylist for the haircut and i think i look alright in it,although occasionally there is this problem of madhair.I think i'm going to cut it shorter because i still think its too long and thick,although some people really beg to differ.I'll see how things go.I feel that the more you tell your friends about your crush,the more you will think of him/her!Its so true dope,because i've initially sort of forget about him but when i tell CM and Wendy about him,i started my omg-i-saw-my-crush thingy again.But so far only CE know how he looks like and she said that he look like a weightlifter aka he is fat.Omg i nearly snap her spine.I know my silliness is sooo stupid hur.I shall repent.Okay i'm going off now.See you again(:
My mind's unweaving/ 11:53 PM
Friday, May 18, 2007
Bye bye Long Hair,it was great having you.
My mind's unweaving/ 10:43 PM
Monday, May 14, 2007
Hello mortals i'm back again after a week hiatus.Don't worry i'm still alive and kicking,though getting emo-er by the day.I've got lots of things to be done today:1.DNA Replication2.Mitosis and Meiosis3.GP TCA 4Well actually i can complete all of them by midnight if i don't procrastinate and start working my ass off now but unfortunately my brain ain't working sensibly now and a voice inside my head keep telling me that i need some quality sleep since i've only slept for three hours last night.And another voice tells me that the download for Pan's Labyrinth is gonna be complete soon and perhaps i can watch it by tonight.So many temptations,how can i not get lured?Oh yeah i finally saw my crush again after like a week?I don't bump into him in school very often and its pretty sucky that my timetable is like completely off from his.But then again i don't think i'm falling too deep into this abyss of 'darkness',hmm not as much as CE i think.At least i'm not a tad bit disillusional and i'm still the same old me.Guan Bo asked me whether i wanna meet him and Yolanda as it has been a long time since i last saw them.I suddenly felt very comforted because at least i'm not forgotten by my secondary school friends and that they still put in an effort to arrange for a get-together.Sometimes i really wished that reality is not as harsh as it is and that time could just stopped at the moments when i'm truly having fun with my loved ones.But often reality always disappoint us by making the world full of superficiality and planting people whom are the best candidates for hell into your life.Then again i guess its best to ignore those people for now and start focusing on your task,which for me is to stop falling asleep in lectures and start my revision.Before i go,i shall post some photos i took during the LL trip!Well actually there are only two and its me with Lisu.I know i look utterly miserable and if you wanna enlarge my face and print it out for your dart throwing pleasure,i'm fine with it(:
Bye peeps!
My mind's unweaving/ 7:30 PM
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
Hello i'm back after a month long hiatus,well not exactly a month actually.I did post something up a week ago but have decided to remove the entry since i think its kinda offensive to my classmates.Hope you guys didn't managed to read it=)Just finished my GP summary and i think i crapped most out of it.As usual i can't write well since i'm a central brain person,well you may think of that as an excuse.Hmm suddenly i felt that i'm like an open diary since now Yiting actually reads my blog(Hi 'babe' how are you?) and i think that there have to be restrictions on the things that i can write about,which REALLY bothers me because a blog is suppose to let you whine on others.But i'll try to be as open as possible though.School was a bother again.Don't really felt like going to school today actually since i went back home late the night before and was really tired from all the activities.But the thought of me playing truant at this crucial period of time kinda makes me wake up from my thought.Anyway,no CCA after school today,which was really great because it means i would be released at 1pm(: Then took a bus home with Clar and CE and i told the latter about some of my problems WHICH I REALLY REGRET DOING SO because i HATE talking to an optimist.And i was kinda pissed off with some of the comments she made,especially the one about my crush(i realised i'm kinda protective for my crush),but of course being nice as usual,i pretended not to hear it.I don't blame her,sometimes i speak without using my brain too,but i certainly believe that hers is definitely more developed than mine.I think i'm crazy;i find joy in pessimism.I remembered someone in my primary school years told me that the people who say that they themselves are crazy are usually the ones who are the most sane.I nearly choked on my Red Bull when i recall what she had said.Hmm,so by right i'm very sober?How is that possible?Anyway,don't be pissed when i mentioned earlier that i hate talking to optimists.I don't hate optimists per se,i just hate TALKING to them,so don't get yourself worked up if you happen to be one while reading this lest you look silly being angry.Alright,time to do my Bio tutorial!I would do my maths assignment if i have some spare time left.Hmm long day tomorrow,hope i'll pull it through.Till then,ciao(:
My mind's unweaving/ 8:11 PM
