I guess I seriously need to cut down on the time spent online.ARGH I START WORRYING AGAIN!Lots of stuff have been bugging me the whole day.I'm kind of undecided on certain issues.Oh man,I need a life.

I need money now.$179 on Graphic Calculator,$228 on Times Magazine for the ever so deadly GP,money for the various forms of school attire,money for subject textbooks,money for Maths(and perhaps Chem) tuition,money for new school bag(my current one is killing my skeletal frame),money for IDP,MONEY MONEY MONEY!I HATE THE SOUND OF IT BUT I NEED IT BADLY!

I felt really guilty when my mum handed me the money for the GC.Its her hard earned money and I don't think I deserved the rights to accept it.Its my education and I had already spent so much of her life savings on it.I sometimes wonder why we need to spent so much money on education.I don't think I can earn the money back even if I slogged my life off working after I have graduate from the uni.I guess I really need to be thrifty now and be wise with my spendings.NO MORE SNACKS AND ACCESSORIES FOR ME FROM NOW ON.

I thought of cancelling the tuition plan as well but I'm afraid that I can't cope with my studies.My subject combination is BCME and I guess I'm courting death.The reasons being,my grades for these subjects at O Levels sucks!

O Level
Biology-B3
I knew I can get better marks since I screwed up my practical real badly but at the same time,the theory paper was so freaking easy.

Chemistry-B3/B4(can't remember)
PASSING O LEVEL CHEM IS PURE TYCO.Believe it or not,I got D7 for chem up till prelims.

Maths-E Maths-A1,A Maths-ABSENT
I believed E Maths was also tyco because I didn't do two questions and still get A1.Worse still,I don't have full A Maths background and H2 Maths is more in depth than A Maths.

I bet you will be in a dillema if you are in my shoes.Stress arh!I have to put in twice the effort for every subjects than other students and I may need to go for tuition and part time job.Life will never be the same for me again.At least for the next two years.Guess I should start doing my tutorials now.

BYE BYE!