Dang tired!Haha.I skipped CCA today so that I can study for my Chemistry test tomorrow.Heard that it is pretty difficult especially since it is a 45mins paper.Well,I felt some pangs of guilt after skipping CCA for two consequtive weeks for the same freaking reason,i.e.,to study for some tests that contribute to a tweeny percentage for our year end results.Anyway,my classmates cum CCA mates are not going as well so I guess its alright ( :

I'm super nervous for my Chem test!I've never passed Chem during my years in Sec 3 and 4(guess I was lucky during my Os) and I don't want to repeat the trend again.Its demoralising to fail Chem now since I'm a pure Chem student and I'm supposed to do better than my sub-chem classmates.Anyway,guess all I could do is to mug and give my best in it.Keeping my fingers crossed...

I'm feeling kinda lively and upbeat these few days,a contrast to my mood as compared to the past weekend.I thought that I was just a stranger to everybody's world-someone who's presence was insignificant,someone who doesn't make any impact in her friends lives,and someone who doesn't have any 'good' friends.However,I was glad to say that those are misconceptions I had for myself.I was pretty angered by a human being a few days ago and I wondered whether my life is destinied to have such friends that keeps getting me irritated.However,from this incident,I have discovered true friends that are there for me without asking for anything in return.These are friends that I would like to have(like duh) for the rest of my life!I guess God is really kind to me.When He sees me getting all fed up with annoying souls,He calms me down and put friends around me to cheer me up.It is so 'qiao' that Wendy,Hon Mun and shucks,forgot who is the third person,called me at the same day when I was angered,to chat.Especially Wendy,can talk for hours without stop,haha.And also,some people whom I have lost contact suddenly messaged me and ask me how I'm doing.Its really nice to know you guys and keep in contact always kays?

I like going to school.I'm not lying yeah.I'm glad that I have my own clique in school and they are really funny people!My lifestyle in JJ is completely different from that in FMSS and I'm glad that I can have a change at last.I'm so not going to be bothered by my past now because I had straighthen out my thinking.All the Feng,confrontation and becoming enemies like kiddos incidents were history.I'm going to live for my beliefs,my passion,and myself.