Oh man,everytime I made it a point to blog,all my ideas run out>.<

Ok I'm so gonna rant again!I SHOULD HAVE CHOOSE TO GO TO A POLY INSTEAD!After several thoughts,I have a feeling that I'm made to excel in a poly.I know it sounds weird but I detest the life of being in a JC.I'm the sort that can't handle stress well and I tend to lose out alot when it comes to discipline.Yeah,being in a poly requires that too,but not that much right?

Too bad its all too late now.I should be more decisive and not get swayed over the slighest comment.I guess the reason why I chose to be in a JC is because of the influence of my peers.We often said JC=70% chance in Uni.JC=better future prospects.But we often neglect the fact that JC=no life.Well,you might oppose to that comment but for me,JC equates to no life.After being in a JC for 3 months or so,everyday was just lectures,tutorials,homework,revision,eat,sleep.NO PLAY!I'm worried that I would not have the endurance to put up with this lifestyle for the next 2 years man.SHOULD HAVE GONE TO CHEMICAL ENGINEERING LA!

End of rantings.I just came back from a shopping trip with my mummy.I bought a new bag for school.Its brown in colour and the design is quite simple.Sometimes simplicity is bliss.Oh whatever.Anyway,it cost $27 and I think its quite expensive for such a simple design.My mum said that my previous school bag looks worn out and I had been using my sister bag as substitute for quite a while now.That's why she bought me that bag.Well,I'm quite touched actually because she doesn't have any money to spend on herself and yet she chose to put me as her first priority.That's how great a mother's love can be.Well,I might dread my current JC life now but because of my mum,I must endure this torturous journey.Courage is doing something despite of fear right?(or whatever it is,I've forgotten)

Oh well,I've not reply her sms for 5 days already.Really don't know what to reply.I have alot of questions to ask her but I don't know how to phrase it properly.Am I afraid that her replies might hurt me deeply?Am I into escapism?I must be running away from reality then.Y told me that its not a loss not to have her as a friend,but I still feel rather uneasy.I need something from her right?What is it then?Assurance?Confidence?I need some serious thinking..

Gonna have a bath now.Will be mugging for my Biology later.Peace out..