Monday, June 05, 2006
THIS ENTRY IS EDITED(I THINK IM SUCH A FAILURE IN LIFE-COPY AND PASTE ALSO WILL COPY WRONGLY >.<)(Keeping my fingers crossed that this entry could be posted up)Received a reply from Flo regarding my problem.Her answer is pretty much expected,in the sense that it is the model answer in my opinion.Hmm,I guess her answer represents the religious point of view on this matter.
To sum things up,she told me to stop indulging or even fantasizing about him/her as the Bible disapproved it.She also said that the weird thoughts I'm having now is not my own but from spirits whispering to me.Finally,she told me to break off all contacts with him/her so that I can stop all these indulgence.The truth really hurts and I think Flo is spot on in the solution of my problem.Sighs,didn't expect things to turn out this way.I guess the person is still clueless that there is someone who kinda like him/her.Actually its good that he/she don't know,at least he/she can lead his/her life proper and don't have to talk to me just for the sake of doing it.
Sounds noble eh?I think I simply blow up the whole issue,haha!Think its due to the fact that I like creating problems for myself and think too much when the matter can be resolved easily.Out of the 8 people I had surveyed,7 of them told me not to confess.The same reason.The odd one out told me to confess because its good to let my 'crush' know that there is someone who keep him/her in her thoughts during his/her hardest time.Make sense but I guess I'm selfish to a certain extent.HAHA!And I think its totally not me ba.
Counting down now.I'm going to do what Flo has asked me to.Breaking off contact sounds insane and exaggerated but I think it may cause me to feel less miserable.GOD,WHY I THINK SO MUCH??!!ITS JUST A SIMPLE 'CRUSH' ON SOMEONE(or maybe not even a crush)>.
< Haiz,Pat,you are so stupid la.Do you think the person even bother whether you are feeling sad?You are just someone who happen to pass by,an insignificant fellow.Man,I sound crazy.Perhaps I'm now.Well,think you are my 'crush'?Lets play detective!
Loophole number
One:I used he/she,him/her,his/her throughout my entry.
Two:The Bible disapprove my thoughts.
Three:I kept saying it will contradict to my belief.For those who know me well,I used to be anti-_____
Thats about it!I think the clues are sufficient haha,if you are alert,I think you may realise its you ba.I'll leave it to affinity.
Bye ___,nice knowing you =)
My mind's unweaving/ 12:57 AM