Do you sometimes admire those people who look good even though they are not clad in the most trendy or nicest clothings and accessories?Well,I do.Some people look charming in their tees and jeans even when they do not have good looks in the first place.Hmm,what causes this 'illusion' actually?I wanna know.

Anyway,I did something abnormal just now.I did a reflection on what I have done in the year 2006.Yeah,its too early to draw a conclusion as to whether you have done something productive for the year or you have basically wasted them away.But on the other hand,you are left with four months to achieve your New Year resolutions(I hope you still remember).Sounds scary and desperate hur.Well its gonna sounds cliche but I must say that time really flies.On 01.01.06 when the clock struck midnight,I thought that 2006 is going to be a long and dreadful year.Well,the latter is true but the former is not.Year 2006 is going to be over soon.Have you guys done what you should have been doing?Do you feel regretful over certain actions that you have taken?I shall ask you again on the last day of the year.

The speed whereby the recent years passed scares me.For all we know,our golden age might be reaching soon.Then death would eventually come.When death comes,I wonder how I would react?Will my eyes be filled with tears of sorrow,and a heart full of regrets?Or will I gasp for the air,stubbornly refusing to depart from this world?In both scenarios,one expression is present.Fear.The fear of losing your loved ones,the fear of going to hell or perhaps the fear of eternal rest.How ironic it is that we are now constantly finding more time to sleep when we should be doing otherwise.

To be honest,I'm afraid of death.You will be lying if you disagree with me.Everybody fears death to a certain extent,including Christians.I fear death because I knew that I will cease to exist after my passing on.I don't know why I'm saying all these now.I'm not hinting to you about anything anyway.And I hope I don't sounds suicidal as well.Well,I need some sleep I guess.