Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Thanks guys,I'm totally alright now(:Guess I've shocked some of my classmates yesterday hur.Haha,the acute pain in my abdomen was so intensed that my tears came rolling down!To think that I've tolerate the pain from PW lesson till the end of Chem tutorial,haha impressive hur.Well,I think my threshold for pain is kinda high la.But I hate to let others see the weak and hapless side of me.I always have the tendency to portray a nonchalent and can't-be-bothered persona and it meant that I'm not actually showing my true self.The irony is that the more I try to adopt this persona,the more others know who I actually am.Well in fact,others often view me as a mellow and sort of,depressive individual who hasn't really exposed the fun and loving personality that she is secretly hiding.Well,you will never know.Perhaps one day I will come to terms with the different alter egos that I've displayed so far.
Had a fruitful time studying at home today.Did questions pertaining to Organic chem and I was quite confused by the numerous reactions the different hydrocarbons undergo at one point in time.But thankfully I've managed to sort it all out and hopefully my memory don't fail me haha.I'm attempting to complete my DNA tutorial later,yeah call that ambitious hur considering the fact that I didn't pay any attention to the lectures.
Happy belated birthday to you.To think that I still remembered your birthday even though you only memtioned it once online.Blame myself for having a photographic memory on useless stuffs.Haha if only my memory is as good when it comes to academic related stuff.Anyway,yeah I momentarily smile at certain thoughts.Scary hur,imagine smiling to yourself,so gross.
I still don't have the courage to tag at his blog(refer to previous post).Lets call him Leonhart(ala Squall Leonhart,my favourite character in FF8).Its cumbersome calling him 'him' all the time haha.Leonhart blogged today and I find that he resembles me in certain ways,like the style he adopt when it comes to blogging and his daily diatribes.Its quite comforting to know that someone is experiencing the same phase in life as you are right now.At least you know you are not in solitude and that perhaps will cause you to do some downward comparisons.But anyway,will keep you guys posted.
Alrighty time to go.Hope I don't sound too sad(Mrs Looi always remind us that 'sad' is a taboo word haha).Bye guys!
My mind's unweaving/ 9:20 PM