Once again,oh my words,my application to TP's Biomedical Science is successful(:But here comes the dilemma-making a decision to stay or leave within 11 days.Waa aah i'm gonna rip my hair off for sure):
Then again,seriously the hardest part of it all is to break the news to possibly my clique and Ms Yamuna.I can actually picture Ms Yamuna strangling me now and chewing my head off.Oh gosh i'm beginning to get really afraid!But i believe the working world is worse than that hur,because other than just chewing your heads off,your boss might disintegrate your soul and make sure that they are separate entities.Hmm,the endless worries of life.
You know what,i think i'm having bipolar disorder.Don't laugh,i really think i have it!My mood swings from one extreme to the other without me having any concious control and the worse thing is that i think i'm developing another alter ego,Zombie.Its like split personality hur,oh well actually it is.Zombie is like the more emo,negative and quieter side of me whereas my real self is the one you see at home.Zombie comes to life in school and msn though,so most of my friends thought of me as emo and possibly,quiet.But i kinda like Zombie because she is the one that do more thinking and i think shes just being herself.Hmm,i suddenly felt very tired,shall continue this little fable of mine someday.Well,so are you afraid?Because if you do,then i've achieved my aim wahaha(:
